Crash, leave, settle

Staring, lying in my bed

Like an animal

Waiting to take it’s least breath

Ready to die, am I?

Never felt defeat like this

Never his bare

Death and i collide

in this bed, these walls if they’d speak,

what’d they say?

maybe nothing at all

’cause i keep saying nothing at all

 

i’m still a mess of shards

horribly near, then pulled apart

this fragile state

when you’re told to crash

soon as

winds blow your way

 

crash, leave, settle

blinking lights, i will wake soon

from this dream

I will wake soon

from this dream

 

All repeating, moving slow, slow out of control

Every word you say is a fist

Hitting right through my mind

Hitting through these walls i thought was worth to build

Why do we not trust ourselves?

Look what you’ve made, created of me

why afraid, go ahead and save

Me before it’s all too late

 

’cause i’m still a mess of shards

horribly near, then pulled apart

this fragile state

when you’re told to crash

soon as

winds blow your way

 

crash, leave, settle

blinking lights, i will wake soon

from this dream

I will wake soon

from this dream